- Joined
- May 8, 2021
- Messages
- 290
Dear Administration and Curators of the Project,
Introduction
I would like to start off by stating this is not a complaint about any Administrators. It is more of an apology post for my past behaviour and an appeal to have me removed from the blacklist of being a leader. This is something I have wanted to say for a long time and I feel now is the right time to apologise fully to everyone involved and the Staff of Grand RP.
That Night
I would like to take the opportunity to apologize to the team here for what I said in the past during that incident Involving Darren and Martin Miller.
During that night they were wrongfully accusing me of colluding with the gangs, they said they would get me disbanded right then if i didn't have evidence. Despite the fact I had a bio which allowed me to be corrupt (Leaders could be corrupt back then), I was not talking to gangs. I was in fact talking to FIB and LSPD members over the family radio which is what Martin Overheard and told Darren i was talking to gangs.
When Tyrell asked them if they had evidence, they said they didn't need evidence. At which point Tyrell told them "if you don't have evidence, fuck off and go away". They got him banned for that. This really tipped me over the edge because we had put months of hard work into making the NG as good as it was and Darren and Martin ruined it all with baseless false accusations. It would not have been the first time Darren messed up, I had a rule changed when Darren gave NG a warning for blocking a road with barricades, when we were blocking the road with cars. Mazhor agreed with me and was going to remove the warning but I had already done an event to have it removed. Darren also threatened me multiple times with warnings if i didn't promote people or didn't demote someone etc. Martin was also told off for mixing twice before that night and mixing is exactly what he was doing when he was trying to use OOC information of me being in VJ Capital at the time and my bio allowing me to help them out meaning i was acting corrupt and he was trying to get me disbanded when everything i was doing with IC anyway regardless of the fact I never acted corrupt even though i could.
Regret
This is why I said what I said when I called the server shit. This server is actually fantastic and I love it. I always have done. I was genuinely sad when I was banned. I did not mean to call the server shit, nor did i mean to call the admins shit. I only wanted to express my opinion on Darren and Martin. Since they are no longer here, my hatred towards them both and my accusations of them being terrible admins would be backed up as they told me they were fired. They have both since come to me to apologise for doing that to me and Tyrell and realise that what they did was wrong and I in fact did nothing wrong. Martin told me he was just acting power hungry and realises this now.
Respect
I respect the entire admin team at Grand RP, love you all and have nothing bad to say about any of you ever. Just Darren and Martin at the time were ruining my experience of the server and clouding the good of the administration team. I understand also that I am not the only person, this view is shared among the majority of the player base here and since they are gone, it's been so much better, I think you would agree?
My Past
I had never had any trouble with Admins prior to that fateful evening and have not since either. As the owner of an Arma 3 community back when that was popular, I understand the importance of the admin team which is why I have always had so much respect for you all as a team. I understand the hard work you guys put in and how non-stop it is being a server admin/developer.
If you look at the forum and search for my ID (3466) there are no complaints against me. And I know I have been sent to demorgan a couple times but it was trivial stuff like wearing a mask on duty and FRP cuffing to which my NVIDIA was not recording so I could not appeal so never bothered. I have never intentionally broken rules in this server and I think it’s fair to say that I am a good person with a kind heart and would never mean to offend anyone. Please see the link attached for the image of my ID being searched on the forums.
Further Respect
Grand RP offers a unique style of gameplay that I think has the perfect balance and is better than any other RP server out there which is obviously reflected by the huge player base you have. And I respect that so much.
Finale
I would like to be given the opportunity to apologize directly to everyone involved, Mazhor, Alex, Napal, Sam etc.
I didn't mean to call the server shit. It was a heat of the moment thing, and I never get that angry at anything. I was just so dedicated here that it upset me that someone accused me of corruption when it was not true and my friend ended up getting banned who had put equal effort in at the time. Especially as it was our first offense.
Darren and Martin have already apologised to me and Kevin knows I didn't mean it via a mutual friend. So please allow me to say sorry for it over voice. I wish for it to be forgotten about and it will obviously never happen again and I beg for forgiveness from the team here.
Thank you for reading, I hope you will give me the opportunity and a fresh chance to prove to you that I mean it when I say I am sorry.
Introduction
I would like to start off by stating this is not a complaint about any Administrators. It is more of an apology post for my past behaviour and an appeal to have me removed from the blacklist of being a leader. This is something I have wanted to say for a long time and I feel now is the right time to apologise fully to everyone involved and the Staff of Grand RP.
That Night
I would like to take the opportunity to apologize to the team here for what I said in the past during that incident Involving Darren and Martin Miller.
During that night they were wrongfully accusing me of colluding with the gangs, they said they would get me disbanded right then if i didn't have evidence. Despite the fact I had a bio which allowed me to be corrupt (Leaders could be corrupt back then), I was not talking to gangs. I was in fact talking to FIB and LSPD members over the family radio which is what Martin Overheard and told Darren i was talking to gangs.
When Tyrell asked them if they had evidence, they said they didn't need evidence. At which point Tyrell told them "if you don't have evidence, fuck off and go away". They got him banned for that. This really tipped me over the edge because we had put months of hard work into making the NG as good as it was and Darren and Martin ruined it all with baseless false accusations. It would not have been the first time Darren messed up, I had a rule changed when Darren gave NG a warning for blocking a road with barricades, when we were blocking the road with cars. Mazhor agreed with me and was going to remove the warning but I had already done an event to have it removed. Darren also threatened me multiple times with warnings if i didn't promote people or didn't demote someone etc. Martin was also told off for mixing twice before that night and mixing is exactly what he was doing when he was trying to use OOC information of me being in VJ Capital at the time and my bio allowing me to help them out meaning i was acting corrupt and he was trying to get me disbanded when everything i was doing with IC anyway regardless of the fact I never acted corrupt even though i could.
Regret
This is why I said what I said when I called the server shit. This server is actually fantastic and I love it. I always have done. I was genuinely sad when I was banned. I did not mean to call the server shit, nor did i mean to call the admins shit. I only wanted to express my opinion on Darren and Martin. Since they are no longer here, my hatred towards them both and my accusations of them being terrible admins would be backed up as they told me they were fired. They have both since come to me to apologise for doing that to me and Tyrell and realise that what they did was wrong and I in fact did nothing wrong. Martin told me he was just acting power hungry and realises this now.
Respect
I respect the entire admin team at Grand RP, love you all and have nothing bad to say about any of you ever. Just Darren and Martin at the time were ruining my experience of the server and clouding the good of the administration team. I understand also that I am not the only person, this view is shared among the majority of the player base here and since they are gone, it's been so much better, I think you would agree?
My Past
I had never had any trouble with Admins prior to that fateful evening and have not since either. As the owner of an Arma 3 community back when that was popular, I understand the importance of the admin team which is why I have always had so much respect for you all as a team. I understand the hard work you guys put in and how non-stop it is being a server admin/developer.
If you look at the forum and search for my ID (3466) there are no complaints against me. And I know I have been sent to demorgan a couple times but it was trivial stuff like wearing a mask on duty and FRP cuffing to which my NVIDIA was not recording so I could not appeal so never bothered. I have never intentionally broken rules in this server and I think it’s fair to say that I am a good person with a kind heart and would never mean to offend anyone. Please see the link attached for the image of my ID being searched on the forums.
Further Respect
Grand RP offers a unique style of gameplay that I think has the perfect balance and is better than any other RP server out there which is obviously reflected by the huge player base you have. And I respect that so much.
Finale
I would like to be given the opportunity to apologize directly to everyone involved, Mazhor, Alex, Napal, Sam etc.
I didn't mean to call the server shit. It was a heat of the moment thing, and I never get that angry at anything. I was just so dedicated here that it upset me that someone accused me of corruption when it was not true and my friend ended up getting banned who had put equal effort in at the time. Especially as it was our first offense.
Darren and Martin have already apologised to me and Kevin knows I didn't mean it via a mutual friend. So please allow me to say sorry for it over voice. I wish for it to be forgotten about and it will obviously never happen again and I beg for forgiveness from the team here.
Thank you for reading, I hope you will give me the opportunity and a fresh chance to prove to you that I mean it when I say I am sorry.
