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- Jun 9, 2021
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Hello again after a long time .
I have been banned / blacklisted for 3 months now from RS and and ENG1 server .
My violation was lying about having access to lvl7 admin panel for witch I got blacklisted from RS server , and maybe 4 weeks after that I got blacklisted from ENG1 for trash talking admins because I've copy pasted the same protest message as 40 other people and posted it on RS sub thread .
First I want to apologize to RS admins for my lies and toxicity . I never had access to lvl 7 admin panel and Im sorry for lying about it .
Second I want to apologize to Regroup family witch was blamed and targeted by my family for my blacklist situation . There is no one to blame besides me and my toxic brain at that point .
I had more the enough time to reevaluate myself and my actions . And I am truly sorry for my ego tripping rant I had 4 months ago .
Regarding the eng1 trash talk blacklist .
I got blacklisted from ENG1 and banned from forums for posting the same thing as 40 other people ,and for being in the same discord channel as he people that organized the protest .
Ive been patiently waiting for my forum ban to pass so I can explain myself and ask for another chance to hang out and spend time with my friends and family on GRP.
I did post the same thing as everyone else and I am guilty for spamming the forum , but I've never trash talked Mazhor and I was muted and defend the whole time I was in that discord channel, witch is visible in SS . So if anyone was trash talking Mazhor or his family I dont know about it , and I was definitely not taking part in it.
I understand Ive been toxic and I had lied about having access to lvl7 panel , Ive disrespected Abraham and other RS admins for witch I could not be more sorry. Honestly I rly enjoy playing on Grand servers and If You can give me one last chance ... I can promise here , publicly , that something like this will never happen again .
Ive donated over 5k$ and I allrdy lost everything I owned on the servers , but I dont care about the money or power anymore , thiS well deserved punishment made me change my mentality regarding GRP and I know I can do better . I just wish I could hangout with all the great people Ive met in GrandRP servers .
I have nothing but respect for what You and Your team have accomplished here , please give me a chance to prove to You and everybody else that Im not a bad guy or a toxic trash talker , and that this was just an isolated stupid ego tripper mistake form witch I've learned and I will make sure to not break any rules or disrespect anybody ever again ... no matter if its a player or admin .
If my violation is so bad and unforgivable , this will be the last msg I will ever post and I will say goodbye to GranRP with a broken hearth but with great memories and gratitude for all the great people I've met here .
PS. Ty guys for the proper burial , Salute !
Love You all !
Tyler Haze
I have been banned / blacklisted for 3 months now from RS and and ENG1 server .
My violation was lying about having access to lvl7 admin panel for witch I got blacklisted from RS server , and maybe 4 weeks after that I got blacklisted from ENG1 for trash talking admins because I've copy pasted the same protest message as 40 other people and posted it on RS sub thread .
First I want to apologize to RS admins for my lies and toxicity . I never had access to lvl 7 admin panel and Im sorry for lying about it .
Second I want to apologize to Regroup family witch was blamed and targeted by my family for my blacklist situation . There is no one to blame besides me and my toxic brain at that point .
I had more the enough time to reevaluate myself and my actions . And I am truly sorry for my ego tripping rant I had 4 months ago .
Regarding the eng1 trash talk blacklist .
I got blacklisted from ENG1 and banned from forums for posting the same thing as 40 other people ,and for being in the same discord channel as he people that organized the protest .
Ive been patiently waiting for my forum ban to pass so I can explain myself and ask for another chance to hang out and spend time with my friends and family on GRP.
I did post the same thing as everyone else and I am guilty for spamming the forum , but I've never trash talked Mazhor and I was muted and defend the whole time I was in that discord channel, witch is visible in SS . So if anyone was trash talking Mazhor or his family I dont know about it , and I was definitely not taking part in it.
I understand Ive been toxic and I had lied about having access to lvl7 panel , Ive disrespected Abraham and other RS admins for witch I could not be more sorry. Honestly I rly enjoy playing on Grand servers and If You can give me one last chance ... I can promise here , publicly , that something like this will never happen again .
Ive donated over 5k$ and I allrdy lost everything I owned on the servers , but I dont care about the money or power anymore , thiS well deserved punishment made me change my mentality regarding GRP and I know I can do better . I just wish I could hangout with all the great people Ive met in GrandRP servers .
I have nothing but respect for what You and Your team have accomplished here , please give me a chance to prove to You and everybody else that Im not a bad guy or a toxic trash talker , and that this was just an isolated stupid ego tripper mistake form witch I've learned and I will make sure to not break any rules or disrespect anybody ever again ... no matter if its a player or admin .
If my violation is so bad and unforgivable , this will be the last msg I will ever post and I will say goodbye to GranRP with a broken hearth but with great memories and gratitude for all the great people I've met here .
PS. Ty guys for the proper burial , Salute !
Love You all !
Tyler Haze