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Hi there. I want to preface this by saying this will be incredibly long because context is important. Thank you for reading this regardless of your decision.
I am Zema Amore, but unfortunately I do not remember my ID.
Firstly I would like to deeply apologize for the things I said and did. I was incredibly depressed, had just found out my dad may have had cancer and was dying, and was dealing with other personal issues. I allowed that to affect my job as an admin. I was also upset because after getting 1,000 form reports and trying to plan a huge server wide event to make new and old players come together as a community my admin was moved from level 4 to level 3 because of a miscommunication.
I asked a question about a situation because clarification is important when we work as a team, and because I passed that info on to another admin without telling anyone else I was punished. I was incredibly upset because I felt like I couldn’t say anything without getting in some type of trouble.
I deeply enjoyed my time as an admin. I was able to defuse situations quickly and most everyone really enjoyed what I did and how much I helped them, especially when I was a gang’s curator. I was always super active and made sure they got their events done. I kept any gang I was in charge of in check, and I used to spent 6+ hours in the game despite working 8 hour days and sometimes only getting 7 hours of sleep for work the next day because of how important the server was to me.
I am asking to be unbanned because my dad is doing much better and that has made me realize that I took out a lot of the anger on you all, and that was not deserved at all. I take full responsibility for what I did and would like to apologize to everyone I hurt. It was uncalled for.
In a perfect world I would ask to be unbanned and to be an admin again. I was a great admin. I wouldn’t need training, and I could be on a probation period for 30 days. If I messed up in any way I could be banned again and I couldn’t appeal. I would take that risk and challenge myself if it meant I could be unbanned and be an admin again.
If I cannot be an admin again I understand, but I do ask could I please be unbanned and have my account back. There is a big group of us who want to get back to playing the server again, but we would like to do it as a group. I would change my name so no one would know it was me.
And if I could be unbanned and/or be an admin again I would talk about you all on my tiktok account with 30,000 followers, streaming myself playing so that others could come to the server, and continue to show how cool the server is. My tiktok account is always growing and I will continually promote the server for free if I get unbanned and/or get admin back.
I could also post videos on my other social media accounts that have 50,000 followers to push traffic toward this server as well.
If you want proof of this I can easily send you the accounts.
I will do all that, all I ask is to be unbanned and to be given a probationary period to be an admin again.
Whatever your choice is I respect that, but I will keep trying.
If you want to talk more about this my discord is zema#5941
Thank you.
I am Zema Amore, but unfortunately I do not remember my ID.
Firstly I would like to deeply apologize for the things I said and did. I was incredibly depressed, had just found out my dad may have had cancer and was dying, and was dealing with other personal issues. I allowed that to affect my job as an admin. I was also upset because after getting 1,000 form reports and trying to plan a huge server wide event to make new and old players come together as a community my admin was moved from level 4 to level 3 because of a miscommunication.
I asked a question about a situation because clarification is important when we work as a team, and because I passed that info on to another admin without telling anyone else I was punished. I was incredibly upset because I felt like I couldn’t say anything without getting in some type of trouble.
I deeply enjoyed my time as an admin. I was able to defuse situations quickly and most everyone really enjoyed what I did and how much I helped them, especially when I was a gang’s curator. I was always super active and made sure they got their events done. I kept any gang I was in charge of in check, and I used to spent 6+ hours in the game despite working 8 hour days and sometimes only getting 7 hours of sleep for work the next day because of how important the server was to me.
I am asking to be unbanned because my dad is doing much better and that has made me realize that I took out a lot of the anger on you all, and that was not deserved at all. I take full responsibility for what I did and would like to apologize to everyone I hurt. It was uncalled for.
In a perfect world I would ask to be unbanned and to be an admin again. I was a great admin. I wouldn’t need training, and I could be on a probation period for 30 days. If I messed up in any way I could be banned again and I couldn’t appeal. I would take that risk and challenge myself if it meant I could be unbanned and be an admin again.
If I cannot be an admin again I understand, but I do ask could I please be unbanned and have my account back. There is a big group of us who want to get back to playing the server again, but we would like to do it as a group. I would change my name so no one would know it was me.
And if I could be unbanned and/or be an admin again I would talk about you all on my tiktok account with 30,000 followers, streaming myself playing so that others could come to the server, and continue to show how cool the server is. My tiktok account is always growing and I will continually promote the server for free if I get unbanned and/or get admin back.
I could also post videos on my other social media accounts that have 50,000 followers to push traffic toward this server as well.
If you want proof of this I can easily send you the accounts.
I will do all that, all I ask is to be unbanned and to be given a probationary period to be an admin again.
Whatever your choice is I respect that, but I will keep trying.
If you want to talk more about this my discord is zema#5941
Thank you.
