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- Mar 13, 2025
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First of all, I'm sorry for disturbing you. I know you don't like me, but let me explain myself to you. You will make the final decision. I've been through a lot of things. I'll tell you about these events one by one. Before I start, I want to tell you something. What I did was so childish and wrong that I feel disgusted with myself for doing this. No matter how many things I've been through, it definitely doesn't mean I would do these things. I regret what I did. Now I can start explaining why I did these things.
Now, if we start from the beginning, I can start like this. I have opened an average of 10 pov request forums so far and not all of them, most of them were rejected by Peren and I am starting to get really tired of this situation. These are not excuses really because all the pov requests I opened were answered like "you are already being shot from behind, right, left, why do you need to ask" and I was really tired of this.
Later I sent an application for admin and it was rejected by Mr. Peren. This seemed strange to me because 1 year ago none of my applications were accepted because I only had GR 1.4 and I was really tired of this and normally whoever wrote a review for admin applications was the one who approved or rejected them. Freija wrote a review for me and Mr. Peren rejected it and this seemed strange to me and I got angry because as I said 1 year ago Mr. Mohamed said that I would never be a leader or an admin because of a mistake I made and I got really angry because I always played in high ranks in this game and I always tried to play the best in the game I played and I really don't understand why I did something like this.
Now I want to leave my excuses and tell you briefly everything that happened. I apologize for everything I did. I really don't understand why I did this that day and I can't understand it. because I always play this game after school and on days when there is no school I play this game almost all day because I enjoy it and I don't know why I did something like that that day, this is really not an excuse, I was really not in the right mind, I would like to state that I apologize first to Peren and Mohamed and then to all the admins one by one.
Now I'm coming to the point, I apologize again for the things I did, as I said, this is the only place I enjoy when I come home from school, I love the atmosphere here and I enjoy it, I want you to know that I will never do something like this again and I regret what I did
If you don't forgive me I understand you very well because this is not an acceptable mistake and I know that but I regret it very much. If I am unbanned I will continue to be a very respectful person in the game. You know best, "THE FINAL DESICION IS YOURS."
If you read this far, thank you very much
Best Regards
- Valces Jinn
Now, if we start from the beginning, I can start like this. I have opened an average of 10 pov request forums so far and not all of them, most of them were rejected by Peren and I am starting to get really tired of this situation. These are not excuses really because all the pov requests I opened were answered like "you are already being shot from behind, right, left, why do you need to ask" and I was really tired of this.
Later I sent an application for admin and it was rejected by Mr. Peren. This seemed strange to me because 1 year ago none of my applications were accepted because I only had GR 1.4 and I was really tired of this and normally whoever wrote a review for admin applications was the one who approved or rejected them. Freija wrote a review for me and Mr. Peren rejected it and this seemed strange to me and I got angry because as I said 1 year ago Mr. Mohamed said that I would never be a leader or an admin because of a mistake I made and I got really angry because I always played in high ranks in this game and I always tried to play the best in the game I played and I really don't understand why I did something like this.
Now I want to leave my excuses and tell you briefly everything that happened. I apologize for everything I did. I really don't understand why I did this that day and I can't understand it. because I always play this game after school and on days when there is no school I play this game almost all day because I enjoy it and I don't know why I did something like that that day, this is really not an excuse, I was really not in the right mind, I would like to state that I apologize first to Peren and Mohamed and then to all the admins one by one.
Now I'm coming to the point, I apologize again for the things I did, as I said, this is the only place I enjoy when I come home from school, I love the atmosphere here and I enjoy it, I want you to know that I will never do something like this again and I regret what I did
If you don't forgive me I understand you very well because this is not an acceptable mistake and I know that but I regret it very much. If I am unbanned I will continue to be a very respectful person in the game. You know best, "THE FINAL DESICION IS YOURS."
If you read this far, thank you very much
Best Regards
- Valces Jinn
