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A Letter from the Heart: A Plea to Return to Adminship
By Alex Roland (ID 81675)
To the Grand RP EN2 Server Administration and Community,
I hope this message reaches you with the respect and sincerity it is meant to convey. My name is Alex Roland, and my ID is 81675. I’m writing today not just to ask for forgiveness, but to express a deep and heartfelt desire to return to something that once meant the world to me—serving as an admin on Grand RP EN2.
In 2023, I had the honor of being a part of the admin team. It was more than a position—it was a purpose. Being able to help players, maintain fairness, and support the community was something I took pride in every day. But then, in April. 2023 my area got repeatedly affected by Cyclone named Kal Boishakhi and that results in power cut and due to unforeseen and personal circumstances(mainly visiting the Aunt's house, main reason of being inactive was power cut from evening time. during day time I couldn't get to the admin works because of extreme heat and at night it was power cut) I became inactive. Some of my fellow admins of Bengal said that's a lie, though that wasn't. I got stabbed by my own people due to unforeseen and personal circumstances. Life pulled me away in ways I didn’t foresee, and yes I failed to communicate that properly. For those harsh replies I am sorry. Yes truly I haven't check forums that much(may be 1 or 2 I use to check), for those mistakes I am sorry. All over the inactivity I have shown, the absence I have shown for those I am truly sorry.
When I learned that I had been blacklisted, it was a hard moment. It made me reflect deeply. I understand that every admin is expected to be committed, consistent, and accountable. I fell short on that. But please believe me when I say—it was never out of disregard or disrespect. It was a difficult period in my life, and I did not handle it the way I should have.
Today, I come not with excuses, but with growth. I miss being an admin. I miss the satisfaction of helping someone solve an issue, guiding new players, contributing to the smooth operation of the server. Most of all, I miss the community—the very heart of Grand RP EN2. Please forgive me and give me a second chance. I am ready to start from the beginning
This message is not just a request for reinstatement; it’s a sincere plea for a second chance. A chance to earn back your trust. A chance to contribute again. A chance to right my wrongs and make a positive difference, not just for myself, but for the people I serve.
I am open to any terms, trial periods, or conditions you feel appropriate. I only ask for the opportunity to prove that I have grown, that I am committed, and that I still carry the same passion—if not more—for this incredible community.
Thank you for reading this, and for considering my return.
With respect, humility, and hope,
Alex Roland
ID 81675
Former Admin – Grand RP EN2
By Alex Roland (ID 81675)
To the Grand RP EN2 Server Administration and Community,
I hope this message reaches you with the respect and sincerity it is meant to convey. My name is Alex Roland, and my ID is 81675. I’m writing today not just to ask for forgiveness, but to express a deep and heartfelt desire to return to something that once meant the world to me—serving as an admin on Grand RP EN2.
In 2023, I had the honor of being a part of the admin team. It was more than a position—it was a purpose. Being able to help players, maintain fairness, and support the community was something I took pride in every day. But then, in April. 2023 my area got repeatedly affected by Cyclone named Kal Boishakhi and that results in power cut and due to unforeseen and personal circumstances(mainly visiting the Aunt's house, main reason of being inactive was power cut from evening time. during day time I couldn't get to the admin works because of extreme heat and at night it was power cut) I became inactive. Some of my fellow admins of Bengal said that's a lie, though that wasn't. I got stabbed by my own people due to unforeseen and personal circumstances. Life pulled me away in ways I didn’t foresee, and yes I failed to communicate that properly. For those harsh replies I am sorry. Yes truly I haven't check forums that much(may be 1 or 2 I use to check), for those mistakes I am sorry. All over the inactivity I have shown, the absence I have shown for those I am truly sorry.
When I learned that I had been blacklisted, it was a hard moment. It made me reflect deeply. I understand that every admin is expected to be committed, consistent, and accountable. I fell short on that. But please believe me when I say—it was never out of disregard or disrespect. It was a difficult period in my life, and I did not handle it the way I should have.
Today, I come not with excuses, but with growth. I miss being an admin. I miss the satisfaction of helping someone solve an issue, guiding new players, contributing to the smooth operation of the server. Most of all, I miss the community—the very heart of Grand RP EN2. Please forgive me and give me a second chance. I am ready to start from the beginning
This message is not just a request for reinstatement; it’s a sincere plea for a second chance. A chance to earn back your trust. A chance to contribute again. A chance to right my wrongs and make a positive difference, not just for myself, but for the people I serve.
I am open to any terms, trial periods, or conditions you feel appropriate. I only ask for the opportunity to prove that I have grown, that I am committed, and that I still carry the same passion—if not more—for this incredible community.
Thank you for reading this, and for considering my return.
With respect, humility, and hope,
Alex Roland
ID 81675
Former Admin – Grand RP EN2
