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- Jun 9, 2025
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Dear Admins,
I hope you’re doing well.
Sorry to bother you again by making a new forum, but honestly… this addiction is eating me up so much from the inside. I am able to control that. I am deeply very very sorry for that
First, I want to clear one thing — in the last forum I was told I’m forum ban evading. That’s not true. My old forum account is still not banned you can check — I just lost access to it. I forgot the password and even the mail linked to it. So, I made a new account. I’m really sorry if it looked like evading — it wasn’t my intention.
Now, I was told that I asked an admin to be corrupt — and I deeply, truly regret that. But I ask you — just for a moment — to put yourself in my situation and think once. Imagine playing Grand RP day and night for years… waking up, playing, eating, sleeping, and repeating — every single day. It wasn’t just a game to me — it was my routine, my world, my identity, my everything , I was so badly addicted to Grand RP. I got so addicted that I stopped even going to school thats why My family started pressuring me, I was stressed, and one day, I just lost control.
That’s when I made the biggest mistake — I disrespected the server. I thought maybe I’d get a 30 or 60 day ban, and It will reduce my addiction little bit . But instead of that, I got permanently banned — and that completely broke me from inside when I saw that.
When I saw the perma ban, my mind stopped working. I was so depressed, broken, and so mad at myself. I felt like I lost everything. The addiction, the pressure, the pain — I couldn’t handle it. And Then I started doing anything just to come back to the server anyhow. I started making more mistakes — like asking an admin about corruption and when I loose hope there also then I did ban evading by making a new account after buying a whole new GTA V — just to return into server again.
I never used cheat. I never did anything else wrong. My only problem was my addiction… and that addiction put me into doing stupid things and more mistakes .
But deep inside, I’ve always loved this server. And I still do.
I know I messed up. But I also know people can change. And I have changed
Making mistakes is human nature… but forgiving someone is a godly thing.
So Please… I request you to just give me one last chance. I’m not same anymore. I can control myself now. I just need one opportunity to prove that I’ve changed. Please understand my pain. All I wanted is to come back to the server anyhow.
It would truly mean the world to me if you allow me to return.
It was just one mistake… only one. But that one mistake pushed me into making many more — not because I wanted to break rules, but because I was addicted… and desperate to come back to the server at any cost.
Please, I request you to think about it just once — and forgive me for everything that happened after that. It all started from one wrong step… and I’ve been trying to find a way back ever since.
And if forgiving me fully feels too much… then please, at least find a middle path.
If I can't be unbanned, then I humbly request — please allow me to start fresh with a new account, a clean identity, like a new person.
I just want a chance — I can not escape my addiction to grand rp , I will prove that I’ve truly changed.
Please don’t close the doors on someone who’s ready to rebuild everything with respect and honesty this time.
If unbanning me requires any type of money wipe or any type of penalty, I fully accept it without hesitation. I just want a chance to return—not as the same person I was back in the days—but as someone better, more mature, and forever loyal to the rules and server.
I have full respect for the server, the administrators, and your decision—whatever it may be. But from the bottom of my heart, I request you to please think about my situation once .
Thank you for taking the time to read this. I appreciate your decision, I appreciate everything
Hoping with all my heart,
Haas Stormy (ID: 106126)
I hope you’re doing well.
Sorry to bother you again by making a new forum, but honestly… this addiction is eating me up so much from the inside. I am able to control that. I am deeply very very sorry for that
First, I want to clear one thing — in the last forum I was told I’m forum ban evading. That’s not true. My old forum account is still not banned you can check — I just lost access to it. I forgot the password and even the mail linked to it. So, I made a new account. I’m really sorry if it looked like evading — it wasn’t my intention.
Now, I was told that I asked an admin to be corrupt — and I deeply, truly regret that. But I ask you — just for a moment — to put yourself in my situation and think once. Imagine playing Grand RP day and night for years… waking up, playing, eating, sleeping, and repeating — every single day. It wasn’t just a game to me — it was my routine, my world, my identity, my everything , I was so badly addicted to Grand RP. I got so addicted that I stopped even going to school thats why My family started pressuring me, I was stressed, and one day, I just lost control.
That’s when I made the biggest mistake — I disrespected the server. I thought maybe I’d get a 30 or 60 day ban, and It will reduce my addiction little bit . But instead of that, I got permanently banned — and that completely broke me from inside when I saw that.
When I saw the perma ban, my mind stopped working. I was so depressed, broken, and so mad at myself. I felt like I lost everything. The addiction, the pressure, the pain — I couldn’t handle it. And Then I started doing anything just to come back to the server anyhow. I started making more mistakes — like asking an admin about corruption and when I loose hope there also then I did ban evading by making a new account after buying a whole new GTA V — just to return into server again.
I never used cheat. I never did anything else wrong. My only problem was my addiction… and that addiction put me into doing stupid things and more mistakes .
But deep inside, I’ve always loved this server. And I still do.
I know I messed up. But I also know people can change. And I have changed
Making mistakes is human nature… but forgiving someone is a godly thing.
So Please… I request you to just give me one last chance. I’m not same anymore. I can control myself now. I just need one opportunity to prove that I’ve changed. Please understand my pain. All I wanted is to come back to the server anyhow.
It would truly mean the world to me if you allow me to return.
It was just one mistake… only one. But that one mistake pushed me into making many more — not because I wanted to break rules, but because I was addicted… and desperate to come back to the server at any cost.
Please, I request you to think about it just once — and forgive me for everything that happened after that. It all started from one wrong step… and I’ve been trying to find a way back ever since.
And if forgiving me fully feels too much… then please, at least find a middle path.
If I can't be unbanned, then I humbly request — please allow me to start fresh with a new account, a clean identity, like a new person.
I just want a chance — I can not escape my addiction to grand rp , I will prove that I’ve truly changed.
Please don’t close the doors on someone who’s ready to rebuild everything with respect and honesty this time.
If unbanning me requires any type of money wipe or any type of penalty, I fully accept it without hesitation. I just want a chance to return—not as the same person I was back in the days—but as someone better, more mature, and forever loyal to the rules and server.
I have full respect for the server, the administrators, and your decision—whatever it may be. But from the bottom of my heart, I request you to please think about my situation once .
Thank you for taking the time to read this. I appreciate your decision, I appreciate everything
Hoping with all my heart,
Haas Stormy (ID: 106126)
