- Joined
- Jul 28, 2024
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- 68
Hi Jonny,
It’s been three weeks since I was banned, and I’ve had a lot of time to reflect on everything. First and foremost, I want to sincerely apologize. You gave me a second chance—a rare opportunity—and I threw it away in a moment of anger and frustration. That’s completely on me, and I take full responsibility.
When I got banned, I reacted emotionally. I was hurt, confused, and angry, and instead of stepping back and thinking things through, I acted in a way that disrespected you and the community. Looking back now, I’m genuinely ashamed of how I handled it. It wasn’t planned or malicious—it was a thoughtless, emotional mistake, and I deeply regret it.
I want to be clear that I’ve never cheated, exploited, or tried to harm the server in any way. My actions came from a place of emotion, not intention, and I accept whatever consequences are deserved. This server and community mean a great deal to me, and it truly hurts knowing that I let that all slip away.
All I’m asking is for the chance to make things right. I’d completely understand if you felt a longer ban or even a wipe is necessary—whatever you believe is fair. I just want the opportunity to prove that I’ve learned from this and that I can be better. These past few weeks have given me time to reflect and grow, and I know I made a serious mistake.
I also want to say that I’m not trying to spam the forum or bother anyone—I don’t want to give you or the team a hard time. I just wanted to reach out once, respectfully, and ask for your honest decision. If you think I’m fit to return, I’d be incredibly grateful. If not, I understand and will respect that fully.
Thank you for taking the time to read this. Regardless of the outcome, I truly appreciate everything you and the team have done to build and maintain this server.
It’s been three weeks since I was banned, and I’ve had a lot of time to reflect on everything. First and foremost, I want to sincerely apologize. You gave me a second chance—a rare opportunity—and I threw it away in a moment of anger and frustration. That’s completely on me, and I take full responsibility.
When I got banned, I reacted emotionally. I was hurt, confused, and angry, and instead of stepping back and thinking things through, I acted in a way that disrespected you and the community. Looking back now, I’m genuinely ashamed of how I handled it. It wasn’t planned or malicious—it was a thoughtless, emotional mistake, and I deeply regret it.
I want to be clear that I’ve never cheated, exploited, or tried to harm the server in any way. My actions came from a place of emotion, not intention, and I accept whatever consequences are deserved. This server and community mean a great deal to me, and it truly hurts knowing that I let that all slip away.
All I’m asking is for the chance to make things right. I’d completely understand if you felt a longer ban or even a wipe is necessary—whatever you believe is fair. I just want the opportunity to prove that I’ve learned from this and that I can be better. These past few weeks have given me time to reflect and grow, and I know I made a serious mistake.
I also want to say that I’m not trying to spam the forum or bother anyone—I don’t want to give you or the team a hard time. I just wanted to reach out once, respectfully, and ask for your honest decision. If you think I’m fit to return, I’d be incredibly grateful. If not, I understand and will respect that fully.
Thank you for taking the time to read this. Regardless of the outcome, I truly appreciate everything you and the team have done to build and maintain this server.
