Dear reviewing administrator, i want to start with apologizing for my actions that lead to my ban 4 years ago. Ever since i joined this server 4 years ago I felt a sense of belonging because i met and made so many friends, and enjoyed the events we played together. This community meant a lot to me and I humbly ask for a chance for me to return and prove that i learned from my mistake. Everyone have done something they regret in the future, we all humans always making mistakes and learn.
This server became my hangout spot where every time i hopped on i saw most of my friends waiting for me. Unfortunately, when it was this one player who always passed PC checks from admins even though he was cheating, I let my emotions take over I was so frustrated about how these some cheaters cheat in the game and sometimes get away. So i made a dumb decision to DM him.
At the time my English wasn’t that good, I'm Egyptian, i was still in the process of learning. I didn’t exactly know how the English grammar works so my messages was written poorly and could be misunderstood sometimes. He later shared screenshots of our conversation and put it on a Youtube video completely out of context. it was never my intention to help cheaters and never will think to help any cheater in any game not only here and please check my account i never played with cheaters or helped them in any way in any server.
Here is 3 photos shows the actual conversation between me and him. To make it clear, I was never friends with this person and I would NEVER become friends with people like this as it would be a bad influence on me. Our families was rivals and the only reason why i texted him was because i was fed up. But now i see that it was a terrible decision that got me in trouble and i feel stupid for doing it.
I now realize after reflecting, that I should’ve took the situation to the admins and have them deal with it for justice instead of trying to handle it myself. I take full responsibility for my actions which broke the rules and created unnecessary drama. I acted out of emotion when I should’ve took a more mature approach and report it to the admins. Even though that player was eventually banned for cheating which proved i was right but that doesn’t excuse how i handled things. I’m very sorry for that.
Over the past 3 years My English has improved, I’ve grown up a lot, and I now understand how to handle situations like this with respect and maturity. I miss the server every day not just the game, but the friendships, the fun, and the sense of belonging. If I’m given another chance, I promise to follow every rule and i wont broke single rule, avoid any drama, and focus only on being a positive part of the community.
I’ve heard of others who made mistakes and were given the opportunity to come back after showing true remorse. I hope you’ll consider giving me that same chance. I understand that trust has to be earned, and I’m fully prepared to prove through my actions that I’ve changed. I would be grateful for the opportunity to return.
Have a great day.
This server became my hangout spot where every time i hopped on i saw most of my friends waiting for me. Unfortunately, when it was this one player who always passed PC checks from admins even though he was cheating, I let my emotions take over I was so frustrated about how these some cheaters cheat in the game and sometimes get away. So i made a dumb decision to DM him.
At the time my English wasn’t that good, I'm Egyptian, i was still in the process of learning. I didn’t exactly know how the English grammar works so my messages was written poorly and could be misunderstood sometimes. He later shared screenshots of our conversation and put it on a Youtube video completely out of context. it was never my intention to help cheaters and never will think to help any cheater in any game not only here and please check my account i never played with cheaters or helped them in any way in any server.
Here is 3 photos shows the actual conversation between me and him. To make it clear, I was never friends with this person and I would NEVER become friends with people like this as it would be a bad influence on me. Our families was rivals and the only reason why i texted him was because i was fed up. But now i see that it was a terrible decision that got me in trouble and i feel stupid for doing it.
I now realize after reflecting, that I should’ve took the situation to the admins and have them deal with it for justice instead of trying to handle it myself. I take full responsibility for my actions which broke the rules and created unnecessary drama. I acted out of emotion when I should’ve took a more mature approach and report it to the admins. Even though that player was eventually banned for cheating which proved i was right but that doesn’t excuse how i handled things. I’m very sorry for that.
Over the past 3 years My English has improved, I’ve grown up a lot, and I now understand how to handle situations like this with respect and maturity. I miss the server every day not just the game, but the friendships, the fun, and the sense of belonging. If I’m given another chance, I promise to follow every rule and i wont broke single rule, avoid any drama, and focus only on being a positive part of the community.
I’ve heard of others who made mistakes and were given the opportunity to come back after showing true remorse. I hope you’ll consider giving me that same chance. I understand that trust has to be earned, and I’m fully prepared to prove through my actions that I’ve changed. I would be grateful for the opportunity to return.
Have a great day.
