- Joined
- Oct 15, 2025
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- 7
Hi Jonny Odds,
I hope you are well. I am writing to appeal my permanent ban and take full blame for my actions. I haven't played since 07/09/2025. I got banned for making racist comments in CC chat. I admit that what I said was wrong and unacceptable. I affected a country and their people and I understand the seriousness of my dumb behavior. My mental state was very bad at that time. I was angry, tired and affected by the bullying from a certain group of people . While this does not prove my actions, it does explain the situation I was in, I overreacted without thinking and made a decision that I deeply regret. I have been a member of the server since 2023, possibly even earlier than that by seeingmy ID. During that time I made actual friends and people i know irl in the server. I made a lot of friends, regular players and admins. I have always considered this server to be my main place to play as I enjoyed the fun and funny moments in there. I really enjoyed spending time here, whether it was roleplaying or just chatting with friends.
Since the ban, I have had time to reflect on myself. I understand now that my reaction was my fault and responding with hate was never the answer. I have been working on improving my thinking, managing my anger better as I had anger issues, and making sure I never repeat this behavior again.
This server means a lot to me. I am willing to make a fresh start if necessary, even after all thetime I spent. I don't care about progress. My only goal is to play fair, enjoy the server and be with my main friends again in a positive way.
I am asking for one last chance to prove that I learned from this mistake. I promise this will not happen again. If I ever repeat this behavior, I will accept a permaand a blacklist.
I hope you are well. I am writing to appeal my permanent ban and take full blame for my actions. I haven't played since 07/09/2025. I got banned for making racist comments in CC chat. I admit that what I said was wrong and unacceptable. I affected a country and their people and I understand the seriousness of my dumb behavior. My mental state was very bad at that time. I was angry, tired and affected by the bullying from a certain group of people . While this does not prove my actions, it does explain the situation I was in, I overreacted without thinking and made a decision that I deeply regret. I have been a member of the server since 2023, possibly even earlier than that by seeingmy ID. During that time I made actual friends and people i know irl in the server. I made a lot of friends, regular players and admins. I have always considered this server to be my main place to play as I enjoyed the fun and funny moments in there. I really enjoyed spending time here, whether it was roleplaying or just chatting with friends.
Since the ban, I have had time to reflect on myself. I understand now that my reaction was my fault and responding with hate was never the answer. I have been working on improving my thinking, managing my anger better as I had anger issues, and making sure I never repeat this behavior again.
This server means a lot to me. I am willing to make a fresh start if necessary, even after all thetime I spent. I don't care about progress. My only goal is to play fair, enjoy the server and be with my main friends again in a positive way.
I am asking for one last chance to prove that I learned from this mistake. I promise this will not happen again. If I ever repeat this behavior, I will accept a permaand a blacklist.
