- Joined
- Jun 21, 2026
- Messages
- 3
Dear Jonny Odds and GrandRP Administration,
My name is Spider Fedorov (EN1). My banned account IDs are 453239 and 451162.
I am writing this as my final appeal, and I want to be completely honest about everything that happened.
On 20.03.2026, I was permanently banned for using an illegal Redux. Regardless of whether I understood it was prohibited at the time, it was my responsibility to follow the server rules, and I fully accept that the punishment was justified.
Unfortunately, my mistakes did not end there. Instead of accepting the punishment, I made the situation much worse. I ban evaded, repeatedly submitted unnecessary appeals, spammed the administration, and leaked Jonny Odds' personal information and photos. I take full responsibility for every one of those actions. They were completely unacceptable, disrespectful, and far more serious than the original violation. I sincerely apologize to Jonny Odds personally, as well as to the entire GrandRP Administration for the harm, stress, and disrespect my behavior caused.
Over the past months, I have had a great deal of time to reflect on everything that happened. I now understand that frustration is never an excuse for breaking rules or treating others with disrespect. I cannot change what I did, but I can accept full responsibility for it, learn from it, and ensure that it never happens again.
Recently, I came across old screenshots and memories from my time on GrandRP with my family and friends. They reminded me how much I valued being part of the community and how deeply I regret throwing away that opportunity through my own actions.
I understand that trust is earned through actions, not words. Because of my behavior, I know I have no right to expect forgiveness or another opportunity. If there is any possibility of earning back that trust, I would be genuinely grateful for the chance. I am willing to accept any conditions you believe are appropriate, including a complete account reset, a probation period, or any other restrictions you consider necessary.
If I am given another opportunity, I will strictly follow every server rule, never use unauthorized modifications again, never ban evade, never harass or disrespect staff, and never repeat the behavior that led to this situation. I understand that only consistent actions over time—not this appeal—can rebuild the trust I lost.
If you decide that my actions are too serious to forgive and that I should remain permanently banned, I will fully respect your decision. I will not submit any further appeals, argue with the outcome, or attempt to bypass your decision in any way. Regardless of the outcome, I sincerely appreciate the time you have taken to read and consider my appeal.
Thank you for your time and consideration.
Sincerely,
Spider Fedorov
EN1
Banned IDs: 453239 / 451162
My name is Spider Fedorov (EN1). My banned account IDs are 453239 and 451162.
I am writing this as my final appeal, and I want to be completely honest about everything that happened.
On 20.03.2026, I was permanently banned for using an illegal Redux. Regardless of whether I understood it was prohibited at the time, it was my responsibility to follow the server rules, and I fully accept that the punishment was justified.
Unfortunately, my mistakes did not end there. Instead of accepting the punishment, I made the situation much worse. I ban evaded, repeatedly submitted unnecessary appeals, spammed the administration, and leaked Jonny Odds' personal information and photos. I take full responsibility for every one of those actions. They were completely unacceptable, disrespectful, and far more serious than the original violation. I sincerely apologize to Jonny Odds personally, as well as to the entire GrandRP Administration for the harm, stress, and disrespect my behavior caused.
Over the past months, I have had a great deal of time to reflect on everything that happened. I now understand that frustration is never an excuse for breaking rules or treating others with disrespect. I cannot change what I did, but I can accept full responsibility for it, learn from it, and ensure that it never happens again.
Recently, I came across old screenshots and memories from my time on GrandRP with my family and friends. They reminded me how much I valued being part of the community and how deeply I regret throwing away that opportunity through my own actions.
I understand that trust is earned through actions, not words. Because of my behavior, I know I have no right to expect forgiveness or another opportunity. If there is any possibility of earning back that trust, I would be genuinely grateful for the chance. I am willing to accept any conditions you believe are appropriate, including a complete account reset, a probation period, or any other restrictions you consider necessary.
If I am given another opportunity, I will strictly follow every server rule, never use unauthorized modifications again, never ban evade, never harass or disrespect staff, and never repeat the behavior that led to this situation. I understand that only consistent actions over time—not this appeal—can rebuild the trust I lost.
If you decide that my actions are too serious to forgive and that I should remain permanently banned, I will fully respect your decision. I will not submit any further appeals, argue with the outcome, or attempt to bypass your decision in any way. Regardless of the outcome, I sincerely appreciate the time you have taken to read and consider my appeal.
Thank you for your time and consideration.
Sincerely,
Spider Fedorov
EN1
Banned IDs: 453239 / 451162
