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- Aug 12, 2021
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- 66
A week ago from today i made a horrible and stupid mistake. I was playing late night and we got attacked on spheres / family turfs. The map was on humane labs and it was against brotherhood. Brotherhood killed all 4 members of my family and it was only me left alive. Brotherhood fell into a deffencive possition and took cover inside humane labs wich made it impossible for me to do anything. Because of this i got extremely mad and after turf ended i said some very horrible stuff to the 3 brotherhood members i met. Everything i said i wish i could take back but whats said is said. I want you to know i dont mean anything of what i said it just came out in the moment because i was pissed at the game and decided to let out my anger on people who should have nothing to do with it and should not have to deal with my dumbass. I lashed out and said extremely disgusting things and if i could i would go back and not do it again. not only because i got punnished but because in the aftermath i understand how what i said can inflict so much unnecessary pain to the people i said it to. I deeply apologise and will never be repeating anything like this. I totally agree with my punishment but i do really want a second chance. I will never be doing anything like this again and from this episode ive learned to think before i talk. Because in this situation no thinking was done on my side...
I really feel shit for what i said and i cant imagine how it was for the other people to hear the stuff i said to them. I cant take back what i said and its not an easy fix but want you to know i feel extremely sorry for what i did.
I really feel shit for what i said and i cant imagine how it was for the other people to hear the stuff i said to them. I cant take back what i said and its not an easy fix but want you to know i feel extremely sorry for what i did.