So before an informal some people where saying like "back off" and stuff like this etc. when we pulled up close to them at informal. To have some fun in the moment i started mocking them and trash talked them a bit. Before entering i said something along "im gonna rape you" as in i would kill them in the informal and i used the word "rape" as a metaphor for like clapping them in the informal. I understand that this might i have crossed the line a bit but i never meant it in a sexual, i only said it then ran into zone like 5 seconds later i never did anything to the person it was all words and it was not intented to sound like a "sexual assault" it was used just as a methaphore for like "clapping/killing" them in the informal. I was a stupid chosing of word on my behalf but i promise you i didnt mean it in a sexual way, the word "rape" has and is being used for example within gaming when you dominate someone like if i was to kill someone and they had 0 chance of doing anything i would have "raped" him as i dominated him. i used this as a gaming term and not in any sexual way and im truly sorry if i inflicted any pain to the people that was in the area when i said it. It was selfish to not think about what i was saying and i wish i never did it.