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First & last name: Nico Nussbaum
New name: Trixie Madeyro
ID: 32038
Organization: /
Discord tag: Alechandro_TM#1337
I sit here and let my thoughts wander. I'm a man, there's no question about that, but I've had a feeling something's wrong since I was a child. I never wanted to play with other guys, I never really felt comfortable in my own skin. It took me a long time to understand that I am transgender. I am a woman trapped in a man's body. My past is marked by violence and pain. My father was a tyrannical man who didn't tolerate weakness. He beat me and humiliated me when I didn't live up to his expectations. My mother was gone, she died when I was very young. Without her, I was alone with my father and his demands. I always tried to be strong to please him, but it never worked. It took me a long time to understand who I really am. I was afraid to tell anyone, especially my father. I knew he wouldn't accept it. But I couldn't go on living like this any longer. I finally had to tell the truth. I came to Los Santos to be a woman. Here, in this city, I feel free. I've heard from other trans people who have come here to find their true selves. I feel like I can finally be myself here. It wasn't easy to get here. I had to leave behind everything I knew. My father, my old life, my friends. But I knew I had to come here to finally be happy.I have found a group of people here in Los Santos who accept me for who I am. They support me on my way to become a woman. They help me, step by step, to change my body. It's not easy, but I'm willing to fight for what I really want. There are days when I feel insecure. I ask myself if I can really be a woman, if I can really live the way I imagine. But then I think about the future and what I can achieve. I think of the freedom I will have when I finally live as a woman. I know there are many who will not understand my decision. Many will see it as a sin or a deviation from the norm. But for me it's right. I believe that God created me the way I am and that he supports me to walk this path. I'm ready to fight for what I really want. I will no longer hide or deny who I am. I will become a woman and I will be happy. For weeks now I've been saving myself the long-awaited sex change surgery, which isn't exactly cheap. Along with a good friend, I will then meet at Central MD on the day agreed upon with the surgeon and there I will finally do the final step in sex reassignment surgery.
This was a glimpse into my life.
Best regards
Trixie Madeyro
New name: Trixie Madeyro
ID: 32038
Organization: /
Discord tag: Alechandro_TM#1337
I sit here and let my thoughts wander. I'm a man, there's no question about that, but I've had a feeling something's wrong since I was a child. I never wanted to play with other guys, I never really felt comfortable in my own skin. It took me a long time to understand that I am transgender. I am a woman trapped in a man's body. My past is marked by violence and pain. My father was a tyrannical man who didn't tolerate weakness. He beat me and humiliated me when I didn't live up to his expectations. My mother was gone, she died when I was very young. Without her, I was alone with my father and his demands. I always tried to be strong to please him, but it never worked. It took me a long time to understand who I really am. I was afraid to tell anyone, especially my father. I knew he wouldn't accept it. But I couldn't go on living like this any longer. I finally had to tell the truth. I came to Los Santos to be a woman. Here, in this city, I feel free. I've heard from other trans people who have come here to find their true selves. I feel like I can finally be myself here. It wasn't easy to get here. I had to leave behind everything I knew. My father, my old life, my friends. But I knew I had to come here to finally be happy.I have found a group of people here in Los Santos who accept me for who I am. They support me on my way to become a woman. They help me, step by step, to change my body. It's not easy, but I'm willing to fight for what I really want. There are days when I feel insecure. I ask myself if I can really be a woman, if I can really live the way I imagine. But then I think about the future and what I can achieve. I think of the freedom I will have when I finally live as a woman. I know there are many who will not understand my decision. Many will see it as a sin or a deviation from the norm. But for me it's right. I believe that God created me the way I am and that he supports me to walk this path. I'm ready to fight for what I really want. I will no longer hide or deny who I am. I will become a woman and I will be happy. For weeks now I've been saving myself the long-awaited sex change surgery, which isn't exactly cheap. Along with a good friend, I will then meet at Central MD on the day agreed upon with the surgeon and there I will finally do the final step in sex reassignment surgery.
This was a glimpse into my life.
Best regards
Trixie Madeyro
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