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- May 11, 2022
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Dear Bobby I know I’ve made multiple thread about my blacklist and it’s only because I would really love to come back to en3 as I miss my friends and the love the community showed me.
I will start of my appeal by explaining why I was blacklisted.
About 4-6 months ago I was enjoying grand and Rping so much that at the start it was more of a money making biz but it got to a point where money wasn’t a problem for me so it was more about shooting and having as much fun as possible for crime side but unfortunately I was forcing Rp to much as my anger was getting in the way of everything because Leo’s would disagree with my negotiation which lead to me being very aggressive and the Rp was being ruined.weeks went by and the Rp was still becoming even worst due to my action and most people wonted me gone from the sever.
Now that I knew poeple were against me I felt sad and like this was the end for me. There was serval time where my forum would get banned for mass reporting legal orgs due to some of us have agreement that I wouldn’t report them if they kicked the people breaking rules but that was quickly through out the window as it never happen and he was taking advantage of this situation which lead me to threatening him which was 1 step closer to my blacklisted.
I then got reported by sharbah for mass toxicity and ruining Rp which now looking at at it he was right.
But there was a reason why I was reporting this individual this was because he was doxing me over discord but I didn’t have any proof so my way to get revenge was to find him icly and make him suffer which now looking back at it was a stupid thing to do as we all wanna play a game and have fun but my ego and stuff was getting in the way and turning it into more personal shit than just saying look it’s a game it ain’t that deep.
Now we talk about me going into admin DMs and being aggressive and inappropriate.
Firstly every time that a thread or I got punished in game I would always take it to there DMs and be confrontal and ask them why this why that and this was definitely something I look back at and truly regret and I have learned from it.
So there was one time I got punished for saying is that a demand lspd in club chat all icly nothing that violate the rule GR 6.10 moving ic to ooc everything was done icly and said icly at that very moment I felt angry and betrayed because I had no forum so I couldn’t appeal this false ban bearing in mind the people which also said the thing got muted only but I got banned so I felt this was wrong and as I couldn’t do much I happen to take it to Raymond DMs where we before we talked about other way to improve the role play of the players and John and erkan and Tim and gorge and Andy where present in bloods HC vc where we talked about way to make Rp fun and better but if I’m being honest it just felt like state side where being favourited and Crime where limited on what they could do and we sat there trying to sort something out but never came to a conclusion so we all left on a bad note.
Which then it’s leads to Raymond DMs where I also got punished for provoking which I was so confused about it and I ask Raymond why And then I felt so hot headed I said some rude stuff which then let to me being blacklisted from the sever.
I’m truly sorry for my action I hope you take this to consideration and I do understand that in the pass you gave me 2nd chance but what I really ask for is a final chance to just play with my friends and have fun.
Bobby I know you’re a good person and have a good heart and have gave other people chances like Scott so plz forgive me and I’ll promise on everything I love I’ll make this right.
I would just like to go back to the old day and do those hostage situations where everyone was enjoying before my anger took control over me as you all know we can’t live the past but maybe we could recreate those positive times.
Here’s a Pov of some nice relax Rp I managed to create before I got blacklisted
I will start of my appeal by explaining why I was blacklisted.
About 4-6 months ago I was enjoying grand and Rping so much that at the start it was more of a money making biz but it got to a point where money wasn’t a problem for me so it was more about shooting and having as much fun as possible for crime side but unfortunately I was forcing Rp to much as my anger was getting in the way of everything because Leo’s would disagree with my negotiation which lead to me being very aggressive and the Rp was being ruined.weeks went by and the Rp was still becoming even worst due to my action and most people wonted me gone from the sever.
Now that I knew poeple were against me I felt sad and like this was the end for me. There was serval time where my forum would get banned for mass reporting legal orgs due to some of us have agreement that I wouldn’t report them if they kicked the people breaking rules but that was quickly through out the window as it never happen and he was taking advantage of this situation which lead me to threatening him which was 1 step closer to my blacklisted.
I then got reported by sharbah for mass toxicity and ruining Rp which now looking at at it he was right.
But there was a reason why I was reporting this individual this was because he was doxing me over discord but I didn’t have any proof so my way to get revenge was to find him icly and make him suffer which now looking back at it was a stupid thing to do as we all wanna play a game and have fun but my ego and stuff was getting in the way and turning it into more personal shit than just saying look it’s a game it ain’t that deep.
Now we talk about me going into admin DMs and being aggressive and inappropriate.
Firstly every time that a thread or I got punished in game I would always take it to there DMs and be confrontal and ask them why this why that and this was definitely something I look back at and truly regret and I have learned from it.
So there was one time I got punished for saying is that a demand lspd in club chat all icly nothing that violate the rule GR 6.10 moving ic to ooc everything was done icly and said icly at that very moment I felt angry and betrayed because I had no forum so I couldn’t appeal this false ban bearing in mind the people which also said the thing got muted only but I got banned so I felt this was wrong and as I couldn’t do much I happen to take it to Raymond DMs where we before we talked about other way to improve the role play of the players and John and erkan and Tim and gorge and Andy where present in bloods HC vc where we talked about way to make Rp fun and better but if I’m being honest it just felt like state side where being favourited and Crime where limited on what they could do and we sat there trying to sort something out but never came to a conclusion so we all left on a bad note.
Which then it’s leads to Raymond DMs where I also got punished for provoking which I was so confused about it and I ask Raymond why And then I felt so hot headed I said some rude stuff which then let to me being blacklisted from the sever.
I’m truly sorry for my action I hope you take this to consideration and I do understand that in the pass you gave me 2nd chance but what I really ask for is a final chance to just play with my friends and have fun.
Bobby I know you’re a good person and have a good heart and have gave other people chances like Scott so plz forgive me and I’ll promise on everything I love I’ll make this right.
I would just like to go back to the old day and do those hostage situations where everyone was enjoying before my anger took control over me as you all know we can’t live the past but maybe we could recreate those positive times.
Here’s a Pov of some nice relax Rp I managed to create before I got blacklisted
