Rejected Leadership Blacklist | Bobby Pluxury

[Ironic Uchiha]

Dear Bobby, Magnus and Adham. Hope you all are doing well. Some months back I did something out of pure anger and idiocy and that was to say the sentence ‘it is just a monopoly’ on my complaint. Please understand I was not doing well at that time and had some OOC issues as well which were keeping me upset and I also know the words I used were not appropriate at all and I deserve to be punished and I had no stand to say it but I apologise from the bottom of my hard to all of you, every single one whom I have ever hurt, every single one I have ever cursed, said anything bad too, everyone. I owe this apology not just to the admins team but to all the people in EN3! This year I am turning another year on the clock and i won’t be the same anymore. I have grown out of the nonsense of being toxic and since my past to the day I am in en3 I always have and will help the admin team forever. I got a guy caught as he was trying to deceive the admins in admin interview and I only told the truth to admins always. Please dear Bobby, Magnus and Adham. I have been though enough. Being called as a racist even though I am not one. I went out in front of the public as someone I am not and somethings were placed out of context. All the admins I know who personally know me would agree I have always helped admins and tried not to break any General server rules. Of course there are things which I have done wrong and have had a fair share of rule breaks but we all are humans and we are bound to learn from our mistakes. At the end of the day, you all guys are humans and us as well, all I need is just one chance…. A SINGLE chance to redeem myself because I think I yet have not got it and it took me months to get the courage to apologise but I just want a new start and I promise not to break a single rule again ever in both my main and twink. Please just give me a chance, I won’t disappoint ever. Also I know I know I have done a lot of shit in the past which I am not proud of and have always wanted to change the way I have appeared in front of the admin team. Although I have always helped others and never thought bad of others sometimes we all breakdown as humans. You are a human, I am a human , we both make mistakes , well some of us more than others but in the end of the day we still move from it right? As a better person. I think you know I did get involved into some racism things. I did good all my life but just due to a small anger breakdown I lost everything I had in front of the admins. My dignity, my honour , my respect. Everything. Everyone hated me as a person because I appeared in front of the public in such a way I didn’t intentend too but unfortunately I was seeing myself at a dead end. I got lack of trust on leaderships and never ever got a leaders application selected because of some racism things , another year has passed and with this new change I want to apologise for everything I ever did wrong. It took me 5 months to gather the guts and write this to you because I know you have always served right and will always do. I just need a fair chance as others and just a chance to redeem myself and prove that I am a good person. You’ve helped people like Sabhah and please think of me as another misunderstood case and guide me. Because as I said , besides this game we both are humans and I know you will understand what I am saying. Please Adham, Bobby and Magnus I need only one chance to prove my skills and change how people look at me, now it’s upto you if you think I am ready or not.

Peace, Regards
Ironic Uchiha

 

[Adham Pluxury]

Rejected​