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- Oct 31, 2022
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Dear, Lebron
I have been fighting my way through six years of depression, anxiety, and panic attacks. Two years ago, I decided to install Grand RP, and at that time, I thought I could confidently play with anyone and perform just as well as them. But the situation turned for the worse when some toxic people started trolling me for not using a voice chat in game. They didn't realize that I'm mute in real life, and that situation hurt me so bad. After that, I stopped playing and tried to focus on my real life, but the depression came back in, and I returned to Grand RP. This time, I found some people who became close friends, treating me like family. I had a lot of fun and didn't worry about anything else. I still miss those days because they allowed me to forget my worries. However, a few months ago in January, I was banned for violating general rules 1.1 and 1.4. I accept full responsibility for my actions and am truly sorry. I never realized how much this would impact my life. I’m begging you to give me another chance to play with my friends again. Everyone deserves another chance, and I hope youwill consider giving me mine. My friends are enjoying themselves while I'm left hurting, just like before. Ihave tried appealing the ban, but it was rejected. Please, my mental health is worsening day by day, and that’s why I am reaching out to you.
I’m not sure if this is the right place to share these things, but I don’t have any other way, so that’s why I’m sharing this here.
I have been fighting my way through six years of depression, anxiety, and panic attacks. Two years ago, I decided to install Grand RP, and at that time, I thought I could confidently play with anyone and perform just as well as them. But the situation turned for the worse when some toxic people started trolling me for not using a voice chat in game. They didn't realize that I'm mute in real life, and that situation hurt me so bad. After that, I stopped playing and tried to focus on my real life, but the depression came back in, and I returned to Grand RP. This time, I found some people who became close friends, treating me like family. I had a lot of fun and didn't worry about anything else. I still miss those days because they allowed me to forget my worries. However, a few months ago in January, I was banned for violating general rules 1.1 and 1.4. I accept full responsibility for my actions and am truly sorry. I never realized how much this would impact my life. I’m begging you to give me another chance to play with my friends again. Everyone deserves another chance, and I hope youwill consider giving me mine. My friends are enjoying themselves while I'm left hurting, just like before. Ihave tried appealing the ban, but it was rejected. Please, my mental health is worsening day by day, and that’s why I am reaching out to you.
I’m not sure if this is the right place to share these things, but I don’t have any other way, so that’s why I’m sharing this here.
