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- Jul 28, 2023
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Dear Lebron, it’s been a year of me being leadership blacklisted. Unlinke other people who are leader bl I never leaked anything, I didn’t disrespect anyone. All I said was the truth . I will start from the beginning so please read till the end and then I know you would take the best decision yourself.
Some people whom I was associated ab year back were targeting organisation and I complaint about it and they got banned. Since I was also sort of associated with them as I was new and the only group of friends I had was them, then senior state Raymond Bishop, didn’t punish me as I came forward and helped the targeters get banned. I had then applied for SAHP and he said that I couldn’t be selected right now for leadership as the instance was very fresh. I said was I going to be leader blacklisted to which he blatantly said NO, he even added that since I helped the violators be punished I would be given a chance in future and just have to wait for now. I agreed and proceeded to wait. Then I got impatient because that is one of my traits which I am not proud of. I was fanatically applying for every leadership post and getting rejected for ‘Lack of trust’ . It was dishearting for me as I came forward to help the admin team and yet I was facing this. I made an appeal regarding this to Bobby in which I exclaimed my issue, unfortunately in my fit and immature self back then, to emphasise my phrase I added a line in the end of the thread ‘If there is lack of trust then leader bl me’. This is the line which I have regretted saying from the past year. I quickly repented after I was leader bl and have made 14 so appeals after that to help my case but never got a chance. I know I was immature back then, but can the fact be ignored that I was new to RP back then? Like grand was my first RP game and I didn’t have any idea how RP functioned back then! I had only been the city for a month or so when this happened and Now I am 18 times deputy leader! There is clearly a visible difference in my past self! I have assisted many leaders in running a successful Term and just asking FOR A SINGLE CHANCE to run at leadership! I can name many people who were leader blacklisted for worse things than me and got a chance to run at leadership and got their bl removed because they changed. That’s the truth, people do change and so have I! There is a difference between someone who has 1 month of entire RP exp and 18 times deputy, after that many things have happened, I have turned 18 so change of mindset is even there, after all change is the only constant.
I have nothing more to say, rest you’ll know better but for a fact I know I deserve just a single chance to become a leader and prove my worth.
Some people whom I was associated ab year back were targeting organisation and I complaint about it and they got banned. Since I was also sort of associated with them as I was new and the only group of friends I had was them, then senior state Raymond Bishop, didn’t punish me as I came forward and helped the targeters get banned. I had then applied for SAHP and he said that I couldn’t be selected right now for leadership as the instance was very fresh. I said was I going to be leader blacklisted to which he blatantly said NO, he even added that since I helped the violators be punished I would be given a chance in future and just have to wait for now. I agreed and proceeded to wait. Then I got impatient because that is one of my traits which I am not proud of. I was fanatically applying for every leadership post and getting rejected for ‘Lack of trust’ . It was dishearting for me as I came forward to help the admin team and yet I was facing this. I made an appeal regarding this to Bobby in which I exclaimed my issue, unfortunately in my fit and immature self back then, to emphasise my phrase I added a line in the end of the thread ‘If there is lack of trust then leader bl me’. This is the line which I have regretted saying from the past year. I quickly repented after I was leader bl and have made 14 so appeals after that to help my case but never got a chance. I know I was immature back then, but can the fact be ignored that I was new to RP back then? Like grand was my first RP game and I didn’t have any idea how RP functioned back then! I had only been the city for a month or so when this happened and Now I am 18 times deputy leader! There is clearly a visible difference in my past self! I have assisted many leaders in running a successful Term and just asking FOR A SINGLE CHANCE to run at leadership! I can name many people who were leader blacklisted for worse things than me and got a chance to run at leadership and got their bl removed because they changed. That’s the truth, people do change and so have I! There is a difference between someone who has 1 month of entire RP exp and 18 times deputy, after that many things have happened, I have turned 18 so change of mindset is even there, after all change is the only constant.
I have nothing more to say, rest you’ll know better but for a fact I know I deserve just a single chance to become a leader and prove my worth.
