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Hello Mazhor & Lebron, I'm currently writing this for Lebron and Mazhor since Mazhor was the one to ban me 2 years and 4 months ago.
So, Lebron you probably do not know why I got banned so let me tell you exactly what happened. I was an annoying retard that would cause many kinds of problems, I got into an argument with almost anyone I talked to and I was toxic. I admit I wasn't the best person to keep around on the server so when I was with my friends in Families gang and in the family and Ivkezz Obama ( ex curator of the administration for RS server. ) restarted the turf season cuz of some drama that happened with someone cheating. So I got really mad and spread this gossip about him that I would not like to state here cuz I feel ashamed for what I've done and already apologised to Ivkezz for doing so and played with him afterwards on another server that I will not say the name here. Mazhor gave me a second chance saying if I make another mistake I will get a permanent blacklist. I let Mazhor down by getting another ban and thats when on October 16th, 2022 I got my blacklist. I did ban evade and I feel sorry for breaking that rule, I was trying to have fun with my friends and play some events again since this project is litterally what I grew up playing on, same as on the EN1 & EN2. I know that this doesn't hold the water for what I've done. I made a mistake twice, I know that I'm an idiot for doing so and I lost Mazhor's trust in me. But I realise where my mistake is, I want to prove to you guys, the higher administration of the whole project and especially to Mazhor, Mujo, Abraham and you Lebron that I can play without breaking rules. I brightened my head now, I'm not that same kid that was causing scenes. I promise you that I had changed over this past 2 and a half years. I want to show it to you that I can make all my mistakes up if you just gave me the last shot. I know that you already gave me the chance that I should've not have gotten in the first place, but now after this time I'm asking you to look through my fingers and give me something like probation time ( If I break any rule and it doesn't matter if it's on purpose or not you can blacklist, block, ban me and you will never hear from me again. ). I've grown as a person, I don't insult any more and I respect everyone that deserves respect, and do not bother to talk to those who don't. I'm asking for a chance Lebron if you end up reading all this and decide not to give me a chance to prove people that I've changed, I'm gonna understand it, but don't think I'm gonna stop trying. I love this project and the people on it have grown on me and I loved talking to them and playing with them. Please Lebron, I'm begging you for this last shot. I promise you that I'm not gonna take it for granted and will play in peace with all the players on the project.
Thank you for reading all of this and hearing me out.
Until the next time!
So, Lebron you probably do not know why I got banned so let me tell you exactly what happened. I was an annoying retard that would cause many kinds of problems, I got into an argument with almost anyone I talked to and I was toxic. I admit I wasn't the best person to keep around on the server so when I was with my friends in Families gang and in the family and Ivkezz Obama ( ex curator of the administration for RS server. ) restarted the turf season cuz of some drama that happened with someone cheating. So I got really mad and spread this gossip about him that I would not like to state here cuz I feel ashamed for what I've done and already apologised to Ivkezz for doing so and played with him afterwards on another server that I will not say the name here. Mazhor gave me a second chance saying if I make another mistake I will get a permanent blacklist. I let Mazhor down by getting another ban and thats when on October 16th, 2022 I got my blacklist. I did ban evade and I feel sorry for breaking that rule, I was trying to have fun with my friends and play some events again since this project is litterally what I grew up playing on, same as on the EN1 & EN2. I know that this doesn't hold the water for what I've done. I made a mistake twice, I know that I'm an idiot for doing so and I lost Mazhor's trust in me. But I realise where my mistake is, I want to prove to you guys, the higher administration of the whole project and especially to Mazhor, Mujo, Abraham and you Lebron that I can play without breaking rules. I brightened my head now, I'm not that same kid that was causing scenes. I promise you that I had changed over this past 2 and a half years. I want to show it to you that I can make all my mistakes up if you just gave me the last shot. I know that you already gave me the chance that I should've not have gotten in the first place, but now after this time I'm asking you to look through my fingers and give me something like probation time ( If I break any rule and it doesn't matter if it's on purpose or not you can blacklist, block, ban me and you will never hear from me again. ). I've grown as a person, I don't insult any more and I respect everyone that deserves respect, and do not bother to talk to those who don't. I'm asking for a chance Lebron if you end up reading all this and decide not to give me a chance to prove people that I've changed, I'm gonna understand it, but don't think I'm gonna stop trying. I love this project and the people on it have grown on me and I loved talking to them and playing with them. Please Lebron, I'm begging you for this last shot. I promise you that I'm not gonna take it for granted and will play in peace with all the players on the project.
Thank you for reading all of this and hearing me out.
Until the next time!
