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I wanted to say I don't remember my ID anymore. ...

Hello, I stopped playing on en2 five months ago and now when I try to connect, I am banned for security cheat. I can't remember my username, but I only have my first name and not my account name. If it's possible to unban me, it would be kind of you.

why i got banned from server for security ban ??????????