Dear Administration,
I hope this message finds you well. I'm writing to sincerely apologize for the actions that led to my ban from the server over three years ago. I fully understand the seriousness of what happened, and I want to express my deep regret for the way I handled the situation back then. This community once meant a lot to me, and I’m humbly asking for a chance to return, reconnect with my friends, and show that I’ve learned and grown from my mistake.
When I first joined the server about four years ago, I was excited to be part of such a welcoming and active community. It quickly became a place where I made friends, shared great moments, made alot of memories, and felt like I belonged. Unfortunately, during a frustrating situation involving a player that many suspected of cheating, the player kept passing PC checks and avoiding consequences, and I let my emotions take over.
At that time, my English wasn't very good, and I didn’t know how to express myself properly. Out of frustration, I was so fed up that I made a dumb decision to message him directly and wrote things like, “Listen bro, we all know you are cheating,” and “Just saying to you, all your videos and POVs we can see the cheat in it. I’m just saying be careful.” My intention was to confront him and make him realize people were aware of what he was doing. But I now realize how wrong my approach was. My messages came across as immature, sarcastic, and even threatening. I never meant to support or help him in any way, but I understand how my words especially written poorly in English could be misunderstood.
He later shared screenshots of our conversation, completely out of context, in a YouTube video and twisted my words and took some parts of the conversation just to make fun of me on his montage video but admin took it as like I was involved with him or defending him if im helping him why he will put it in the video to make fun of me also he meant to put that part in the video to make me look dumb here is the Screenshot that got me banned but Here is the actual conversation between me and him he didnt show that just to make fun of me and try to get me in trouble . That what led to my ban.
I want to make it clear: I was never friends with this person and never will be friend to people like this and never met him ingame or even spoke to him he was just keep killing everyone in events. Our families were rivals, and there was no connection or alliance between us in any way. I only messaged him because I was fed up, and I now realize that was a terrible decision and just got me in trouble and made me look dumb.
Looking back, I should have gone directly to the admins with the concerns and evidence, instead of trying to deal with it on my own. I take full responsibility for breaking the rules and creating unnecessary drama. I acted out of emotion, not maturity, and I regret it deeply. Even though that player was eventually banned for cheating which is shows i was right, But it doesn’t excuse how I handled things. I let my frustration lead to behavior that went against the community’s values, and I’m very sorry for that.
Over the past 3 years, I’ve had a lot of time to reflect. My English has improved, I’ve grown up a lot, and I now understand how to handle situations like this with respect and maturity. I miss the server every day not just the game, but the friendships, the fun, and the sense of belonging. If I’m given another chance, I promise to follow every rule and i wont broke single rule, avoid any drama, and focus only on being a positive part of the community.
I’ve heard of others who made mistakes and were given the opportunity to come back after showing true remorse. I hope you’ll consider giving me that same chance. I understand that trust has to be earned, and I’m fully prepared to prove through my actions that I’ve changed. I would be grateful for the opportunity to return.
Thank you so much for taking the time to read this appeal and I hope you have a great day.
I hope this message finds you well. I'm writing to sincerely apologize for the actions that led to my ban from the server over three years ago. I fully understand the seriousness of what happened, and I want to express my deep regret for the way I handled the situation back then. This community once meant a lot to me, and I’m humbly asking for a chance to return, reconnect with my friends, and show that I’ve learned and grown from my mistake.
When I first joined the server about four years ago, I was excited to be part of such a welcoming and active community. It quickly became a place where I made friends, shared great moments, made alot of memories, and felt like I belonged. Unfortunately, during a frustrating situation involving a player that many suspected of cheating, the player kept passing PC checks and avoiding consequences, and I let my emotions take over.
At that time, my English wasn't very good, and I didn’t know how to express myself properly. Out of frustration, I was so fed up that I made a dumb decision to message him directly and wrote things like, “Listen bro, we all know you are cheating,” and “Just saying to you, all your videos and POVs we can see the cheat in it. I’m just saying be careful.” My intention was to confront him and make him realize people were aware of what he was doing. But I now realize how wrong my approach was. My messages came across as immature, sarcastic, and even threatening. I never meant to support or help him in any way, but I understand how my words especially written poorly in English could be misunderstood.
He later shared screenshots of our conversation, completely out of context, in a YouTube video and twisted my words and took some parts of the conversation just to make fun of me on his montage video but admin took it as like I was involved with him or defending him if im helping him why he will put it in the video to make fun of me also he meant to put that part in the video to make me look dumb here is the Screenshot that got me banned but Here is the actual conversation between me and him he didnt show that just to make fun of me and try to get me in trouble . That what led to my ban.
I want to make it clear: I was never friends with this person and never will be friend to people like this and never met him ingame or even spoke to him he was just keep killing everyone in events. Our families were rivals, and there was no connection or alliance between us in any way. I only messaged him because I was fed up, and I now realize that was a terrible decision and just got me in trouble and made me look dumb.
Looking back, I should have gone directly to the admins with the concerns and evidence, instead of trying to deal with it on my own. I take full responsibility for breaking the rules and creating unnecessary drama. I acted out of emotion, not maturity, and I regret it deeply. Even though that player was eventually banned for cheating which is shows i was right, But it doesn’t excuse how I handled things. I let my frustration lead to behavior that went against the community’s values, and I’m very sorry for that.
Over the past 3 years, I’ve had a lot of time to reflect. My English has improved, I’ve grown up a lot, and I now understand how to handle situations like this with respect and maturity. I miss the server every day not just the game, but the friendships, the fun, and the sense of belonging. If I’m given another chance, I promise to follow every rule and i wont broke single rule, avoid any drama, and focus only on being a positive part of the community.
I’ve heard of others who made mistakes and were given the opportunity to come back after showing true remorse. I hope you’ll consider giving me that same chance. I understand that trust has to be earned, and I’m fully prepared to prove through my actions that I’ve changed. I would be grateful for the opportunity to return.
Thank you so much for taking the time to read this appeal and I hope you have a great day.
