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- Jun 3, 2024
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Dear Admin Team,
I’m writing this appeal with a heavy heart, and honestly, it’s one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to do. Being banned hit me harder than I ever expected. Not just because I can’t play, but because I lost a space that genuinely meant something to me — a place that felt like home.
Yes, I was banned for helping a ban evader. I admit it. I made that choice, and I own that mistake. I didn’t fully understand the weight of my actions at the time, but now, after sitting with this ban, thinking about everything over and over — I get it. I understand how serious it was, and how my decision may have hurt the integrity of the server, the trust of the community, and the efforts of the staff who work hard to maintain fairness.
But I want to be clear: I never meant to harm anyone. I wasn’t trying to cheat the system or disrespect the rules. I acted emotionally, thinking I was doing something right for someone I cared about — but now I realize that doing the right thing would have meant following the rules, even if it was hard. Even if it meant standing alone.
This server wasn’t just a game to me. It was my escape. My comfort zone. A place where I made real friends, shared real laughs, lived real moments. Whether it was random events, long conversations in voice chat, grinding through challenges, or just spending late nights talking with people — it all meant something. It gave me a break from real life, and sometimes, it gave me the only joy in my day.
I can’t lie — since the ban, things have felt empty. I wake up and instinctively think about logging in. Then I remember I can’t. And that feeling hits me in the chest, over and over again. I messed up, and I know I can’t erase it. But I can learn from it, and I have. I’ve had time to reflect, to understand why what I did was wrong, and to think deeply about how I want to move forward — not just in this community, but in how I carry myself in general.
Please believe me when I say: this isn’t just about getting unbanned. This is about owning my mistake, making it right, and showing you that I do care. That I’m willing to follow the rules, respect the staff, and be someone you can trust again. Everyone deserves a second chance in life — especially when they show real remorse, and I hope you can see that in me.
I’m not just asking to be unbanned — I’m asking to be heard. To be seen as someone who truly values what was lost and is ready to work for the chance to return.
If you decide not to lift the ban, I’ll respect that. But if there’s even the slightest chance — even the smallest opening — I promise I’ll never waste it. I’ll come back stronger, better, more respectful, and more grateful than ever before.
Please, from the bottom of my heart, give me one more shot to be part of something I deeply miss and truly respect.
Thank you for reading this, and for all the work you do behind the scenes. I hope I can earn the opportunity to be a part of it again.
With sincere regret and hope,
Ankur SherGill
I’m writing this appeal with a heavy heart, and honestly, it’s one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to do. Being banned hit me harder than I ever expected. Not just because I can’t play, but because I lost a space that genuinely meant something to me — a place that felt like home.
Yes, I was banned for helping a ban evader. I admit it. I made that choice, and I own that mistake. I didn’t fully understand the weight of my actions at the time, but now, after sitting with this ban, thinking about everything over and over — I get it. I understand how serious it was, and how my decision may have hurt the integrity of the server, the trust of the community, and the efforts of the staff who work hard to maintain fairness.
But I want to be clear: I never meant to harm anyone. I wasn’t trying to cheat the system or disrespect the rules. I acted emotionally, thinking I was doing something right for someone I cared about — but now I realize that doing the right thing would have meant following the rules, even if it was hard. Even if it meant standing alone.
This server wasn’t just a game to me. It was my escape. My comfort zone. A place where I made real friends, shared real laughs, lived real moments. Whether it was random events, long conversations in voice chat, grinding through challenges, or just spending late nights talking with people — it all meant something. It gave me a break from real life, and sometimes, it gave me the only joy in my day.
I can’t lie — since the ban, things have felt empty. I wake up and instinctively think about logging in. Then I remember I can’t. And that feeling hits me in the chest, over and over again. I messed up, and I know I can’t erase it. But I can learn from it, and I have. I’ve had time to reflect, to understand why what I did was wrong, and to think deeply about how I want to move forward — not just in this community, but in how I carry myself in general.
Please believe me when I say: this isn’t just about getting unbanned. This is about owning my mistake, making it right, and showing you that I do care. That I’m willing to follow the rules, respect the staff, and be someone you can trust again. Everyone deserves a second chance in life — especially when they show real remorse, and I hope you can see that in me.
I’m not just asking to be unbanned — I’m asking to be heard. To be seen as someone who truly values what was lost and is ready to work for the chance to return.
If you decide not to lift the ban, I’ll respect that. But if there’s even the slightest chance — even the smallest opening — I promise I’ll never waste it. I’ll come back stronger, better, more respectful, and more grateful than ever before.
Please, from the bottom of my heart, give me one more shot to be part of something I deeply miss and truly respect.
Thank you for reading this, and for all the work you do behind the scenes. I hope I can earn the opportunity to be a part of it again.
With sincere regret and hope,
Ankur SherGill
