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- Feb 15, 2025
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Hello Admin I m writing this message from a place of deep regret and sincere sadness I made a mistake a serious one and I take full responsibility for it Im not here to make excuses, only to explain myself honestly and to ask for forgiveness from the bottom of my heart A few days ago during an event I had an emotional reaction Another player said something extremely offensive about my nationality and it hurt me deeply I tried to stay calm but I responded in a way that I now understand was completely wrong I said something that came across as racist and for that I am truly sorry My words were never meant to insult an entire nation or people I reacted not out of hate but out of pain I live in Istanbul I have many Turkish friends whom I care about deeply and I have great respect for Turkish culture and people English is not my first language and in that moment of frustration I used the wrong words words I wish I could take back If I could go back and relive that moment I would have stayed silent or reported the insult instead of reacting emotionally This is the first time I ve ever been banned I ve always followed the rules and I care about this server deeply Grand RP is more than just a game for me it s a place where I ve made real friends, found joy and felt part of a community I understand if my ban cannot be lifted But I kindly ask if you could please consider reducing the ban duration I m not asking this out of entitlement, but out of genuine remorse and a strong desire to learn from my mistake and do better I ve learned a hard lesson I will carry this with me and I will never allow myself to make such a mistake again Please give me a chance to prove that I can be better and that I respect every rule every person and the values this server stands for If possible I sincerely hope to be fully forgiven without a warning not out of pride but because I deeply regret what happened and I truly meant no harm Still I will fully respect any decision you make Thank you for reading my message and regardless of your decision I truly appreciate your time With deep respect and regret Muhammad Venom