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- Oct 31, 2024
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Dear Sir,
I truly apologize for what happened during my time as leader. Since it was my first time, I was very excited.. For the first few days, everything was going smoothly. We were active in events and getting good results.
But on the fifth day, everything suddenly fell apart. I got a message that my turf leader, who was also the deputy got banned for blacklist evasion. I was completely shocked. To be honest, I didn't know about it. He taught me a lot and helped me in just a couple of days, so I had full trust in him. I never thought he was hiding something like that from me.
Before his ban, I had already received a warning for my mistakes, which I accepted. But after he got banned, I got another warning, and it really broke me. I believed I had failed.
At the same time, I was already going through a very tough time in real life. I was mentally down and struggling badly, more than I can explain here. When all this happened together, I just couldn’t think straight. I panicked. I tried to talk to Markus sir and fix things, but it didn’t work.
I didn't want the term to end like this. I didn't want to go, but I was stuck with no hope. I truly regret what happened.
Please give me one more chance to prove that I am capable, sir. This taught me a thing. Even though I'm not perfect, I truly care and I'm not going to give up.
I thank you giving the time to read this.
I hope you'll give me one last chance.
Mehfush Ahmed | 94908
I truly apologize for what happened during my time as leader. Since it was my first time, I was very excited.. For the first few days, everything was going smoothly. We were active in events and getting good results.
But on the fifth day, everything suddenly fell apart. I got a message that my turf leader, who was also the deputy got banned for blacklist evasion. I was completely shocked. To be honest, I didn't know about it. He taught me a lot and helped me in just a couple of days, so I had full trust in him. I never thought he was hiding something like that from me.
Before his ban, I had already received a warning for my mistakes, which I accepted. But after he got banned, I got another warning, and it really broke me. I believed I had failed.
At the same time, I was already going through a very tough time in real life. I was mentally down and struggling badly, more than I can explain here. When all this happened together, I just couldn’t think straight. I panicked. I tried to talk to Markus sir and fix things, but it didn’t work.
I didn't want the term to end like this. I didn't want to go, but I was stuck with no hope. I truly regret what happened.
Please give me one more chance to prove that I am capable, sir. This taught me a thing. Even though I'm not perfect, I truly care and I'm not going to give up.
I thank you giving the time to read this.
I hope you'll give me one last chance.
Mehfush Ahmed | 94908
