Dear the Admins and Curators of EN3 and the Grand project,
My name is Ben (not my real name but the nickname i use for other games like Valorant, CSGO and much more) and i'm here using the forum account of my beloved friend Jack, ID:3143 as he kindly gave me the permission to send this message on behalf of him against the Gen 1.8 that i have committed on the 21st of March 2023 and wanted to make this message on the same day but couldn’t get a hold of anyone who could help till now and wanted to make this message as honest as possible, not using ChatGBT or any type of software to forge my appeal.
Story:
Right now I feel guttered, sick to the stomach and absolutely broken because it feels like I've wasted, what feels like a decade but actually two months of work on my main and when I made my twink account I didn't think of it as much but a substitute account that I could use in different situations and I barely used it and I have made it a week ago or two ago and didn't touch it because I didn't feel like the need of using it so it stayed on level 1 until these couple of days and reached level 3 on it so I could do circle events and more. I was playing this game expanding what I knew when I first played back in EN1 at June in 2022 but I didn't understand the game and didn't really understand how it worked and feared that I would get banned. then stopped a month later not knowing how things actually worked. then joined back months later which is early February which is were I joined the family, Los Santos Mandem and they showed me how to play the game again as in 6months I had been away from the game I had lost completely or most understanding of the game. They showed me tips in how I could make money like becoming corrupt and how to to make more money by people bribing with money so I could afford things like the battle pass and get my first black gloves as well as a house. I received demorgans there and then to make sure the things I was doing was wrong and not good RP then I got my first warning which admins removed and was punished for even though I thought I was in the wrong but my friends insisted that I was doing the right thing, then got my second which I got it removed by the time I got prime and I knew from that if I did anything wrong I would get a another warning that I couldn't afford removing and that I wouldn't be able to be in an org for a week but it happened for something so minor but understandable by the rules and how if its repeated it could be a big trouble for the project and by this I knew next time if I would to make that same mistake I will be punished and that I should avoid that mistake like the time I shot a person in an unscripted green zone (ghetto) when I joined gangs for the first time and that I would be punished and I had apologised to the person that I did it to and he also did forgive me. When I play this game I don't play knowing that I'm all best or all knowing, but use what I know to be able to RP and whatever I do that I am not sure of I usually consult an admin on the administration chat to see if I could get a answer. Sometimes I don't ask and just go ahead which leads me to getting demorgans and the warning like the one that I had received before my ban but I'm not here to disobey the rules but to have fun and when I wake up I usually have a rush of joy knowing I'm going to play some grand RP and that's what fills my day up. I do have to take some day's off to have actual have outside time because I do have college and other stuff but when I don't have anything else to do its grand RP I'm on straight away. When I started playing on my twink after a while I didn't think of it that much which was a huge mistake.
for the first couple of days I didn't think of actually moving money from my main because I thought I could handle without it and try actually just playing and earn money but it felt like time was ticking and I had feeling of just moving money because when it came to do some ghetto runs and kill people its was hard as I couldn't kill anyone because I couldn't deal enough damage and I would get rolled on every single time and had sense of grief and would get robbed constantly and I couldn't afford to buy gun skills as I had to buy guns and ammo and it was a rinse and repeat process and I couldn't get money to buy rev skill or shotgun skill so I decided, thinking that this action I would do couldn’t be any harm to the project rules as it just a simple transaction of moving 820k to my twink not trying to give my main extra money or boost but so I could afford to buy rev and shotgun skill soon I was able to get revenge in ghetto and I was able to kill people and earn guns and ammo from people but that soon changed when I headed off for a couple of hours and had a nap and did some work then joined a call with some friends - (luke cash and Dave ) from them to inform me I was permanently banned I thought for a second it was some cool joke they were doing or it was to do with my forum ban that I had received which I'm till this day trying to get it sorted out. But I logged in my main and saw that screen and wondered what 1.8 was at the same time had a huge headache shit me thinking about what I could of done until I saw what it stated everything came back to me and instantly I knew what I did and what shocked and sad to see that my account was permanently banned for one single action that had caused.
All I'm trying to achieve from this post is one my main thing and its to have and I beg mercy on my main account as I cant bare the thought of it getting wiped clean and losing all the progress and time that I had long fully spent everyday and night just to get my daily 150k and to collect my battle pass rewards; it feels like I just wasted a decade and wouldn't want to do it all again and couldn't afford to as I have end of year exams. My main is like my child if I was to lose it, it would be like losing what I have made. I couldn't careless if my twink was banned as it shows that I cant be trusted with one in the first place, and it would be good as it would make it less hard for me to do any other rule breaks that I could have caused if I did so.
All I'm asking it give a second chance as a second its a chance to shine hope of hope for a person. All saying is that I'm not a bad person but a person who cares what other people do and would let them do the mistakes I do. Plus I do forgive people and they do listen that why I don't post on forums as much, as I believe the less people we punish the more people we have to RP with and makes the server more populated and saturated along the day. I love this project and what it does and I also try invite people to play the game as I would like to see the server one day expand to an even higher point.
Sorry I had written a lot but I would do anything to get my main back as its my pride and creation.
Please don't wipe.
Thank you for reading this message and I hope that you and your wonderful team could consider forgiveness.
Sincerely , Benn Grand | ID:27512
My name is Ben (not my real name but the nickname i use for other games like Valorant, CSGO and much more) and i'm here using the forum account of my beloved friend Jack, ID:3143 as he kindly gave me the permission to send this message on behalf of him against the Gen 1.8 that i have committed on the 21st of March 2023 and wanted to make this message on the same day but couldn’t get a hold of anyone who could help till now and wanted to make this message as honest as possible, not using ChatGBT or any type of software to forge my appeal.
Story:
Right now I feel guttered, sick to the stomach and absolutely broken because it feels like I've wasted, what feels like a decade but actually two months of work on my main and when I made my twink account I didn't think of it as much but a substitute account that I could use in different situations and I barely used it and I have made it a week ago or two ago and didn't touch it because I didn't feel like the need of using it so it stayed on level 1 until these couple of days and reached level 3 on it so I could do circle events and more. I was playing this game expanding what I knew when I first played back in EN1 at June in 2022 but I didn't understand the game and didn't really understand how it worked and feared that I would get banned. then stopped a month later not knowing how things actually worked. then joined back months later which is early February which is were I joined the family, Los Santos Mandem and they showed me how to play the game again as in 6months I had been away from the game I had lost completely or most understanding of the game. They showed me tips in how I could make money like becoming corrupt and how to to make more money by people bribing with money so I could afford things like the battle pass and get my first black gloves as well as a house. I received demorgans there and then to make sure the things I was doing was wrong and not good RP then I got my first warning which admins removed and was punished for even though I thought I was in the wrong but my friends insisted that I was doing the right thing, then got my second which I got it removed by the time I got prime and I knew from that if I did anything wrong I would get a another warning that I couldn't afford removing and that I wouldn't be able to be in an org for a week but it happened for something so minor but understandable by the rules and how if its repeated it could be a big trouble for the project and by this I knew next time if I would to make that same mistake I will be punished and that I should avoid that mistake like the time I shot a person in an unscripted green zone (ghetto) when I joined gangs for the first time and that I would be punished and I had apologised to the person that I did it to and he also did forgive me. When I play this game I don't play knowing that I'm all best or all knowing, but use what I know to be able to RP and whatever I do that I am not sure of I usually consult an admin on the administration chat to see if I could get a answer. Sometimes I don't ask and just go ahead which leads me to getting demorgans and the warning like the one that I had received before my ban but I'm not here to disobey the rules but to have fun and when I wake up I usually have a rush of joy knowing I'm going to play some grand RP and that's what fills my day up. I do have to take some day's off to have actual have outside time because I do have college and other stuff but when I don't have anything else to do its grand RP I'm on straight away. When I started playing on my twink after a while I didn't think of it that much which was a huge mistake.
for the first couple of days I didn't think of actually moving money from my main because I thought I could handle without it and try actually just playing and earn money but it felt like time was ticking and I had feeling of just moving money because when it came to do some ghetto runs and kill people its was hard as I couldn't kill anyone because I couldn't deal enough damage and I would get rolled on every single time and had sense of grief and would get robbed constantly and I couldn't afford to buy gun skills as I had to buy guns and ammo and it was a rinse and repeat process and I couldn't get money to buy rev skill or shotgun skill so I decided, thinking that this action I would do couldn’t be any harm to the project rules as it just a simple transaction of moving 820k to my twink not trying to give my main extra money or boost but so I could afford to buy rev and shotgun skill soon I was able to get revenge in ghetto and I was able to kill people and earn guns and ammo from people but that soon changed when I headed off for a couple of hours and had a nap and did some work then joined a call with some friends - (luke cash and Dave ) from them to inform me I was permanently banned I thought for a second it was some cool joke they were doing or it was to do with my forum ban that I had received which I'm till this day trying to get it sorted out. But I logged in my main and saw that screen and wondered what 1.8 was at the same time had a huge headache shit me thinking about what I could of done until I saw what it stated everything came back to me and instantly I knew what I did and what shocked and sad to see that my account was permanently banned for one single action that had caused.
All I'm trying to achieve from this post is one my main thing and its to have and I beg mercy on my main account as I cant bare the thought of it getting wiped clean and losing all the progress and time that I had long fully spent everyday and night just to get my daily 150k and to collect my battle pass rewards; it feels like I just wasted a decade and wouldn't want to do it all again and couldn't afford to as I have end of year exams. My main is like my child if I was to lose it, it would be like losing what I have made. I couldn't careless if my twink was banned as it shows that I cant be trusted with one in the first place, and it would be good as it would make it less hard for me to do any other rule breaks that I could have caused if I did so.
All I'm asking it give a second chance as a second its a chance to shine hope of hope for a person. All saying is that I'm not a bad person but a person who cares what other people do and would let them do the mistakes I do. Plus I do forgive people and they do listen that why I don't post on forums as much, as I believe the less people we punish the more people we have to RP with and makes the server more populated and saturated along the day. I love this project and what it does and I also try invite people to play the game as I would like to see the server one day expand to an even higher point.
Sorry I had written a lot but I would do anything to get my main back as its my pride and creation.
Please don't wipe.
Thank you for reading this message and I hope that you and your wonderful team could consider forgiveness.
Sincerely , Benn Grand | ID:27512
