- Joined
- Oct 7, 2021
- Messages
- 425
Good Morning/Evening Admins of EN3, recently I finally built up something that I've been constipating since En1 State orgs and finally go for a state leadership, and I understand my punishment history on EN3, on how recently about 2 and 3/4 months ago (March 16th) about a week prior as March 16th was the date of my appeal being accepted and I know I waited about 1-2 weeks since the initial punishment but besides the point, I applied for NG Leadership and was actually pumped to make an attempt to make a difference in this state org's history and there's nothing against Raymond, as I hold nothing against him, he is still one of the best Sr State Curators, and State Curators EN3 has to this day, and I wish I can still talk to him privately in DMs about this matter but I cannot. I do regret everything I said (typed) in the past that harmed admins in both Curator chats and the night/morning of my initial 60d ban (Reduced to 7d via appeal)
And I would like a chance to properly change this behavior around since I was on a good behavior post this ban as I don't have any punishments and much of a punishment history and the only times I was demorganed prior the ban was all appealed and each appeal was accepted.
I do actively try not to argue with curators to show that I changed, while also still voicing my opinions on things and again like above when I came back from about 2 months of leaving the project to focus on irl, I wanted to DM Raymond and apologize for it all, but as above stated I couldn't as he blocked me from the last argument we got into. I just wanted to show everyone that I've changed and I hope you all will consider me for NG Leadership <3 ty for reading my appeal and have a great day!
And I would like a chance to properly change this behavior around since I was on a good behavior post this ban as I don't have any punishments and much of a punishment history and the only times I was demorganed prior the ban was all appealed and each appeal was accepted.
I do actively try not to argue with curators to show that I changed, while also still voicing my opinions on things and again like above when I came back from about 2 months of leaving the project to focus on irl, I wanted to DM Raymond and apologize for it all, but as above stated I couldn't as he blocked me from the last argument we got into. I just wanted to show everyone that I've changed and I hope you all will consider me for NG Leadership <3 ty for reading my appeal and have a great day!
